I can not believe how quickly time has passed.. the date is almost here.. LESS THEN 24 HOURS !!! and I will give birth to my final child. I am so very excited and overwhelmed at the same time. Soon I will be a mother of three little children. I often wonder if I will be able to handle it? Am I nuts? I have no chocie now.. there is no turning back. In the same.. I am so ready to hold this new little bundle of joy in my arms.. and see her precious face. The last few nights I have been having dreams about her.. I just can not wait to see what she looks like.. and the personality she will have. It all seems like a dream and that I am gonna wake up soon..

The last few days, I been spending a lot of time preparing for birth. I been really sore.. and just worn out. I been trying to rest up, but with little help around the house.. I haven't had much of a chance. Ray has been a complete A** and leaving me with the kids... who have been beyond terrors for hours on end alone. Kai has been before a monster. I do not know what is up with him lately, but he has been hitting a lot.. and punching.. and just plain all around naughty. He has been screaming.. and almost made my ear drums explode the other day! I could have seriously used some duck tape the last few days.. it would have came in handy!

Ray is being a total jerk about a lot of things lately. My biggest complaint is little help. He already has told me he plans on going to his softball game on Tues night while I am in the hospital. I wouldn't really mind. but for Gosh sakes.. I am having a baby the day before.. and there is no way I am gonna be able to handle being there taking care of her all by myself.. I will probably still be in bed.. unable to really move.. from a c-section and having my tubes tied. But.. he promises to find someone to come stay with me while he plays.. we will have to wait and see...


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First order, Bianca is doing much better! The medication really seemed to do the trick. She is finally getting her engery back and is back to her sassy old self. Of course we still have to watch her very closely and make sure the lymes does not come back.. as lymes is known for.. but. as for now.. she is in the clear and doing great!

Other news.. NO BABY YET.. I am still VERY PREGNANT! .. yet the good news is.. that no matter what I have less then a week to go.. the c-section is still planned for the 14th of july so.. next Monday! I am soooo very ready.... of course.. I wouldn't mind going earlier if she decides to come out.. I am so uncomfortable.. and just swallown and bloated.. I could really use her deciding to come out.. like TODAY!!! .. HEHEHE.. I can barely walk right now.. my feet are so puffy.. I look like a marshmellow put in the microwave.. about to blow up!
As of last Thrus.. I am 75% enfaced and still dialated at a freaking 2.5 cen. ...and can not wait enough to get this baby out! Thank god.. I do not have long left.. 4 days.. that is it!! Cause now along with my feet.. my hands are soo swallown too!

This last week has been pretty darn busy.. and just full of family time and prepapring for baby. Last Tues night I took Bianca to the library for a show put on by some Mexican Folk dancers. Bianca really enjoyed that! She loves watching dancing of any type.. and was even invited on stage to be part of the Mexican Hat Dance.. with the dancers! She did such an awesome job and I was sooo very proud of her! Of course.. she was dancing around the house all night after that one!
We been doing a lot of house cleaning. I totally mopped and scrubbed the floors.. which needed it. I hate my kitchen floor.. to the max. Seriously, I can scrub the hell out of it and it still looks dirty. It is this off white plasticy stuff.. blah! I seriously am considering ripping it up one of these days and making Ray lay down some new stuff. He doesn't want to be in the house much longer.. maybe two years at max.. but the floor in the kitchen needs to go. And a new kitchen floor
will sell the house A LOT faster I believe.. if he would only listen to me..

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As you all know, I took Bianca into the doctor the other day because she had been under the weather and not herself.. complaining of stomach pains..not eatting and sleeping a lot more then normal. Well.. at 8 pm on Tues night we got a phone call from Bianca's doctor. The doctor was on the other line. He said he had gotten the results back and couldn't wait till morning to tell us. Bianca has
LYMES.. her levels were really elevated.. and she has a pretty nasty case of it. No wonder she has been so cranky and just sore.. and sleepy. He wanted her to start meds tonight.. so my mom went and picked them up for us.... since Ray was his late-night softball game and Kai was already in bed...


Bianca is VERY allergic to penicillian which they normally give for it.. so doctor is trying something different. We do not know if it is gonna work or not.. but we are keeping out fingers crossed... and praying our hardest it works.. *sigh*.. she is on it for 10 days.. and even then.. he told us.. the lymes could come back.. twice as worse.. lymes is an ongoing battle..


if the medcine does not work.. she will be put in the hospital... and put on IV medication and be closely monitored..


Keep us in your prayers and your thoughts please.. as of now, the medication seems to be working, but causing her to get a slight rash and itch.. but she is getting some engery back.. and is finally starting to eat again.. so that is a good sign. Best of all.. she is actually taking the medicine like a good girl.. and not spitting it out. Maybe because the pharmist was so nice and flavored it like a strawberry milkshake for Bianca free of charge ! Helps to know people....

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